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[10 Sep 2005|03:04am] |
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i should really stop toying with myself and let it go.. shit happens people make mistakes i wish i could take my own advice...
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[28 Aug 2005|09:45pm] |
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APC- 3 libras |
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good bye summer hello real world...
the kids who actually diddnt wanna leave when they graduated should get to go back cuz thats only like 8 kids a year and god damnit im one of them. it saddens me that i have to grow up.. im a toys r us kid fuckers... i dunno i guess i dont mind growing up n stuffs i just wish my love still wasnt in school. i wish she had to grow up with me but she dont have to yet and im happy fer her it just sux for me. tell me u wouldent be sad if u saw someone everysingle day all day and they get taken away from u, that you wouldent be sad. gaa its crazy how much i love my carrie i actually kinda cried infront of her.. ive never cried infront of anyone since i was like 6, and me being that comfortable with somone to me is fuckin redick. i swear ima marry that girl if she dosent lose interest in the next 3 years. cuz i know i wont im too scared too. like i used to be prepaired to start over again but if i lose her im serioulsy too affriad to start again i couldent do it cuz nobody could ever compare to her... heh man i love how my journal is all about carrie now.. its just a big carrie journal. neh u fuckers read it still so sux to be you ha.
i love you carrie
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[17 Aug 2005|12:57pm] |
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and tonight ill crymyself to death
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[17 Aug 2005|12:38am] |
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i know the truth, its a painful truth but i know it...
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[16 Aug 2005|01:35pm] |
i only have three tallents...
Computers Drums misery
only thing i can say is that im not perfect
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