Based on the truth.. and lies

gawd

2005-09-10T07:06:11Z

i should really stop toying with myself and let it go.. shit happens people make mistakes i wish i could take my own advice...

goodtaco13 @ 2005-08-28T21:45:00

2005-08-29T01:57:14Z

good bye summer hello real world...

the kids who actually diddnt wanna leave when they graduated should get to go back cuz thats only like 8 kids a year and god damnit im one of them. it saddens me that i have to grow up.. im a toys r us kid fuckers... i dunno i guess i dont mind growing up n stuffs i just wish my love still wasnt in school. i wish she had to grow up with me but she dont have to yet and im happy fer her it just sux for me. tell me u wouldent be sad if u saw someone everysingle day all day and they get taken away from u, that you wouldent be sad. gaa its crazy how much i love my carrie i actually kinda cried infront of her.. ive never cried infront of anyone since i was like 6, and me being that comfortable with somone to me is fuckin redick. i swear ima marry that girl if she dosent lose interest in the next 3 years. cuz i know i wont im too scared too. like i used to be prepaired to start over again but if i lose her im serioulsy too affriad to start again i couldent do it cuz nobody could ever compare to her... heh man i love how my journal is all about carrie now.. its just a big carrie journal. neh u fuckers read it still so sux to be you ha.

i love you carrie

goodtaco13 @ 2005-08-17T12:57:00

2005-08-17T16:59:10Z

and tonight ill crymyself to death

goodtaco13 @ 2005-08-17T00:38:00

2005-08-17T04:39:02Z

i know the truth, its a painful truth but i know it...

goodtaco13 @ 2005-08-16T13:35:00

2005-08-16T17:38:10Z

i only have three tallents...

Computers
Drums
misery

only thing i can say is that im not perfect

goodtaco13 @ 2005-08-10T01:29:00

2005-08-10T05:29:33Z

i love her and she loves me... need i say more

goodtaco13 @ 2005-08-03T22:17:00

2005-08-04T02:31:01Z

i less than three sign being sick.. its so sweet. whatever i eat just comes out the opposite end in like 15 minutes... itsarough life.

i really like how this summer has turned out. cuz ive been hangin out with old friends alot more than i have in 2 years, its been fun. its been sweet cuz ive spent everyday with carrie which i really enjoy cuz i love that girl to death. but i fear that shes getting bored with me and when school starts up she'll find a new someone to spend her time with. and i know when she reads this she'll be like oh no that will never happen but only time will really tell, i just hope theres no kids out there that are funner than me.. wait wait.. everybodys funner than me.
warped tour was pretty schweet. well untill the end that is when i was so fuggin soar i just wanted to fall over and die that kinda sucked. but the bands were good and i got to see peoples i dont ever really see anymore like kaitlyn and ashley which was hella tight. Dillinger was definitly the best band there cuz they put on the most badass stage show it was fuggin schweet. everyone else just basically stood up there and played.

neh thats all i got.

P.S. Vegans piss me off

goodtaco13 @ 2005-07-30T12:31:00

2005-07-30T16:31:44Z

goodbye beard...

Hey Bob Barker... Go Fuck Yourself

2005-07-25T16:14:18Z

breakup number three everyone... weve been togeather nine months and 1 day and then we broke up again.. well no i take that back not we, carrie broke up with me for the 3rd time. i dont get that girl at all. we get in a few arguments and she just figures i dont wanna be with her, does that make anysense??? people work thru their problems thats how good relationships work and not just assuming what the other person wants and ending a good thing. well i thought it was a good thing anyways... i dunno i guess i have nothing to bitch about cuz ima shitty boyfriend anyways so i understand why she dosent wanna be with me, and that reason being ima fuckup. oh well u bet your sweet ass tho ima get her back. i love that girl to much to just let her go.

Herpes everyone

goodtaco13 @ 2005-07-17T15:19:00

2005-07-17T19:30:35Z

im officially 100% strait edge, never again will i drink after last night.. pure fucking redickulousness. all i did was take care of everybody. i cant deal with that kindof stress anymore i just cant. taking care of my love is one thing cuz its not hard but fucking trying to get people to stop hurting themselves and all that other bullshit i cant deal with, and i wont i refuse too. i guess this whole mess is all my fault anyways if it wasnt for me nobody would have been drinking... i dont even know what to write anymore. fuck

goodtaco13 @ 2005-07-12T17:21:00

2005-07-12T21:22:49Z

Emery, Senses Fail, MCR, Dillinger Escape Plan, Avenged Sevenfold, Funeral For A Friend, The Bled, Thrice, and Mest... my day allready planned for warped tour from begining to end. fuggin everybody says it sux this year but fawk man i think its hella badass. yea i dunno i was bored so i did that

I want to eat a chicken burger

it hurts

2005-07-08T18:20:08Z

its been awhile since ive felt like dieing but last night i almost crashed my truck into a tree.. kinda glad i diddnt tho, cuz kinda got things worked out, which is nice. i just fucking hate making her feel like shit but i always seem to do it. but i guess its just not me so i dunno. whatev i guess.

goodtaco13 @ 2005-07-03T21:13:00

2005-07-04T01:13:11Z

CoandCa emokid13: oh my sister had her baby
Hrlygrly250: oh snap
Hrlygrly250: boy or girl?
CoandCa emokid13: a boy
Hrlygrly250: sweet
Hrlygrly250: how is she doing
CoandCa emokid13: shes doin good
CoandCa emokid13: shes just bored cuz she has to sit in a bed
Hrlygrly250: awesome dude
Hrlygrly250: ha ha
Hrlygrly250: OMG OMG OMG
Hrlygrly250: hospital ice
Hrlygrly250: lol
Hrlygrly250: do it up dude
CoandCa emokid13: lol fuckin right doggie i allready did

pff im not the only one whos crazy about hospital ice... its the shit it really is

goodtaco13 @ 2005-06-27T15:11:00

2005-06-27T19:29:16Z

weekend = hella good. spent it all with carrie. i love that girl so much its rediculous. fuggin i really really really either need a swimming pool or airconditioning thruout my whole house cuz this hot weather shit is lame. well not really its kinda nice but still a pool or something is needed. started working on meh harley today woot woot. i hope that should be done in a couple of weeks, cuz i really really wanna ride it.
hot cross buns

goodtaco13 @ 2005-06-22T13:17:00

2005-06-22T17:17:35Z

i fucking hate drugs.. piss me off to no extent.

fritos are good tho

confusion to the max

flute

2005-06-20T06:46:42Z

today was just crazy hillarious.. fuggin just spent all day with the guys. had band practice then head out to mooneys. omg i like shit my pants laughin the whole time it was good stuffs. fuggin and i got these sweet pants there really tight they crack me up cuz i so dont need to be wearing tight pants i dont have the body for it. but i still got em and ill still wear em fer shits n giggles.

last night was rough had a really sweet scare. i guess i just dont get you. i think u need to try and make yourself happy instead of trying to make everyone else happy. i dunno before all the shit it was good, what i did with you that night i dont do with anyone. i would never take anyone there. it ment alot to me. u prolly dont understand but its ok. eye love you

i had band practice today.. something i havent had in a long arsh time.. it went pretty good cuz im just a badass drummer and it makes me so happy how talented i am. but i think i seriously messed up my foot fricken double kicker. like the top of my foot is rediculously brused. and i can barely walk on the darm thing. oh well shit happens

i hope u all had fun with your daddys on fathers day. id say i had fun with my dad cept hes dead. but its ok cuz im sure if he was alive he wouldhave just gotten drunk as fuck and ruined my day. again i say shit happens.

man life changes so much. like today i was riding in loris car n shit and she has the same exact car as nate did 2 years ago and i remember just me & nate cruzin around havin a blast thinkin life couldent get any better. and now i barely even talk to nate and we just have separate lives and its crazy. i dunno what im gettin at but yea just felt like puttin that down.

yea im kinda stumped on what else to write.. i havent had a journal entry this long in fuggin who knows how long.

if i can see it and u cant how will it get fixed?

goodtaco13 @ 2005-06-19T13:24:00

2005-06-19T17:23:35Z

why

goodtaco13 @ 2005-06-14T15:02:00

2005-06-14T19:08:37Z

man i dont even know what to do anymore, i have no control over things and its really really shitty. i wish things were how i want them to be but that'll never happen..

so last night was interesting i guess. fuggin carrie popped my moms car tire cuz i let her drive.. then while i was jacking it up fuggin the jack slipped and the car fell on my foot, now that was sweet lemme tell u. and u would think i would be really pissed about her doing it.. yea i diddnt even really care.. and its cool cuz my mum got the tire fixed fer free which is good. ill just have to remember not to ever let her drive my moms car again. but i will teach u how to drive love.. one day

yea my hate for certian people only grows stronger with each day. but its sweet cuz theres nothing i can do

why do you love me?
i thought it would be funny to ask again

onions

death is she

2005-06-10T20:05:47Z

its four aclock and i just now get outa bed.. its sweet cuz ive been up since 11. got nothing to look foward to for a while so there will be alot of laying in bed. fuggin i miss everybody at school. i wish it diddnt end allready. life is really making me angry, i just wanna curl up and die... well i guess i might as well go find a job sinces theres nothing else to do. maybe ill get hired at a factory job like i want so i can make lotsa money and not have to go to school next year. fingers crossed everybody

ps
i hate being right all the time

goodtaco13 @ 2005-06-08T21:02:00

2005-06-09T01:02:39Z

now that the milk is free ive become lactose intolerant

Shame on a nigga

2005-06-08T02:56:00Z

im tellin ya thoes underpants r golden.. diddnt fight when they were on but when they got off it was instant fighting.. it was sweet and now i feel like shit.. sorry love fer ruining your night, i guess im good at that eh?

shit sux im out.. PEACE

goodtaco13 @ 2005-06-06T21:49:00

2005-06-07T01:48:47Z

Up north it is...

I try

2005-06-06T17:21:19Z

dude i dont get meh gf at all.. one day she loves me to death the next she fuckin hates me... i just dont get it. im sorry im such a shitty boyfriend i wish i could make things good for u but i guess i cant and never will be able to like usual...

everybody tells me not to go upnorth but i think im going to go for like 2 weeks so everybody can have a break from me since im that irratating or something.

goodtaco13 @ 2005-06-03T19:36:00

2005-06-03T23:36:56Z

happy birth day to me...

today has been fucking great cuz i got to spend it all day with meh carrie. least somebody came over and saw me this year unlike last year when nobody did... Fuckers

goodtaco13 @ 2005-05-30T21:07:00

2005-05-31T01:07:58Z

i hate food.. makes me so angry